Its really, really sad when someone sits down in front of their computer to pen down their thoughts at 1 a.m cause they're down and they've just pretty much run out of people they can talk to with no shame. Because its a Monday night. And its 1a.m.
I think at one point or another, i hate letting new people into my life. I like the people i know, people whom i love and care and most importantly, been there for me. These people.. they've never promised me anything, but they've been there for me time and time again, and for that i am grateful.
A lot of kinds of people drift into life's journey. There's the above mentioned kind, the kinda that stick to you for a very long time. There's the kind tht come along for awhile, and then leave without incident by drifting apart. And then there are the ones that you remember. The ones that made their mark.
These 'special ones' are the ones that somehow get under your skin. One minute you're strangers, and the next you've developed a bond. And when they leave... they don't leave incident free. They leave you with scars, and things to ponder upon for a very very long time. They leave you asking a question that you wished you had sensibly asked yourself earlier:
"Why did i let him/her in?"
But you know the answer. You knew it all along. Its because you never saw it coming. And you never wanted to.
Oh don't worry. You'll make the same mistake again. You won't learn your lesson. Cause if you ever do, that just means you have officially lost faith in mankind and the bonds we make with each other. And that would make you a sad, sad human being. More pathetic than me writing at 1.30 a.m.
I may not be making much sense right now. But right now, this i believe truly- deep in my bones, and this i shall take to my bed tonight.
Goodnight, one and all.
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