1.03.2011

Oh wow. Ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch.

I didn't think it'd hurt THIS much. And as much as i'd like to say i don't know why, i do. I fucking know EXACTLY what this is.

And this is not cool.

All my precious spiel about wanting nothing but the best, was all just BS now wasn't it?

Its like tonight, all those excuses of the past, the ones you made and the ones i made for you, unravelled. And you probably don't even know it.

I don't think you'll ever know how much you've hurt me. How much you're still hurting me. I think i know where i fall in the priority game. Its funny how i still treat you like you should matter.

You were always a selfish bastard. And i should've known better.