Four more back at me.

Sometimes, all you need is a soul-searching conversation to change your perspective on things.

And now, i've realised, maybe it was my fault.

I might have lost what i wanted because i never showed that i wanted it. I never indicated that i cared enough, that i wanted this bad enough that i would fight for it. Because i always give up. I always try to protect myself till the extent that i don't take risks. I become selfish.

Cause really, i did care. I did want this. Maybe you did too, and all i did was push you away.

I'm sorry. I really am. I guess we could have been something. Something good. But i wish you all the happiness in the world with the one you've chosen. And someday maybe, i'll get the same kind of happiness, when i'm ready to stop being selfish.