And then...

There are days when you tend to feel so very lonely. Physical distance added with the distraction of pertinent obligations makes things so much harder.

I've been going into my psycho mode the past few days. Its exams season, i've been as usual, immune to any form of exam stress, even as i am forcing myself to study. Maybe being stressed out isn't a good thing, but not feeling the pressure is probably why i've found so much time to blog. Heh.

The psycho mode includes a lot of talking to myself. Due to the fact that i don't want to talk to anyone else, i end up doing this quite a bit. Sometimes my mom walks into my room and sees me laughing. What she doesn't know is that i was laughing at my own joke. Scary, i know.

There are days when you think you're all alone in this world. And then you remember that he once publicly declared that he

"is glad that he has you to wake up to. And you to think of when he goes to bed"

And then you forget all the nasty thoughts. And smile to yourself.